Seems like a lot of fun

HAHAHA i saw this and thought it was really funny, hope you all like it too :-D

Emailed
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1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

Some nice quotes

Kill nothing but time,
Give nothing but love,
Take nothing but pictures
Feel nothing but happiness.
Because,
time kills you,
no one gives love,
pictures never change,

and happiness is hardly felt. 

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Sometimes, when you miss that one person... the whole world seems depopulated

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Once A Boy Asked His Girlfriend, "What Would You
Do If I Cheat On You ??" Then The Girl Replied, "Trusting You Is My Decision And Proving Me Right Is your Choice

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In love, it is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder

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What seems like bitter trials are often blessings in disguise

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F-A-M-I-L-Y means : Father And Mother I Love You

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While you gave him flowers, you gave me thorns.
While all he did was smile, all I did was mourn.  
While he was so happy, I felt so blue. Because while you loved him, I was loving you

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PAIN is when you can't breathe even if your chest still rises and falls..

SADNESS is when you look out the window and think the rain is your tears..

LONELINESS is when you still feel a hand touching yours even if there's none..

A DESPERATION is when you wait for a message that will never come...

LOVE is when you experience all these things and still open your heart to that someone...

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Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes

More another day :-) 

Take care and have a wonderful life 

There is so many things i want to write,

so many things i want to say,

but i am trying to shut it all out.

I cant say what i want

cause there will be repercussions, 

i can say how i feel

cause there will be trouble.

Im sitting here in my loneliness,

crying my eyes out,

opening my heart to a blog

that i cant let speak out. 

I feel trapped and can not run nor hide

i will be judged

and hope God will come and tell me why.

Feels better talking it out...

for a moment ago 

i thought i felt my last-breath come out. 

Dedicated to all that need a new beginning............../omgm

Decisions - and feeling cheated

Im amazed how one singel decision made with the most honest feelings, love, good-will can turn into the worst decision in someones life.

It doesnt seem to matter how long ago it was made, suddenly its there and its there to haunt you, destroy you. Once started there is no way to stop it and not only do you feel helpless, you feel completely and utterly cheated, by that decision, by life, by a higher power.

It can destroy the strongest of families, relationships and or friendships. And i cant help to wonder how things would have turned out to be if that decision never had been made. There is of course no way of knowing but the outcome will definitely had been different, for better for worst.

There is no way of knowing when you are making such a decision, since you make it with all the good intentions and with all the love in your heart and there is no way of knowing the outcome or even suspect when it will come or a way of preparing yourself for it, since you did it for someone else and in noway with ill-intentions.   

I feel as if i have been cheated ,

by a slow but relentlessly progresive EVIL-power, 

that cant be stopped ,

that cant be changed,

no matter how much i try

it gets worst, 

no matter how much i give

it just grows. 

Dear God,

i feel cheated , for when i did someone good i got something bad.

And i want a bloody REFUND !!!

Whatever i have done,

whatever i have caused,

its enough.

I cant carry on and feel low,

this could be a good bye or a hello.

No matter what

i love you all. 

Always will 

Always have

No doubt, about that,

whether close or far.

No point worrying ........

Some people , like myself, tend to worry and think things over a wee bit too much sometimes.... and i have come to realize that i have stated to do that more and more often as i grow older. The older i get the more i have to lose , the more i worry about losing what i have .....

Here come some things i have always gone by (and some others i have found and thought ill share them) and that i think still help me every now and again , hope it helps you too :-)  

"If there is a problem and there is a solution then don’t worry. If you have a problem and there is no solution then what is the point of worrying." Dalai Lama

http://hubpages.com/hub/Dont-Worry

http://www.gracegems.org/Miller/dont_worry.htm

Have a wonderful worry-free day :-D 

Summer break

well i have had a really nice and long summer break , but now im back :- ) 

Actually summer ended in the beggining of August when i started working, it feels good to be back at work, i do a good job and they are happy with me , the clients are also happy with me , they even sent in a thank you note to the local papper :-D

Always nice to receive positive feedback. Specially when the whole work place even your boss finds out and not because you tell him / her.

Well summer was wonderful. I have soo many nice memories from the great concert i went to , which i got as a present in may, to the short vacation in öland, and all the days we have spent with new and old friends and family , but most of all i have really enjoyed being with my children ( who i love to bits and it is a fantastic feeling being  able to have been with for so long )  and my LOVE !! Jennie, of course, i enjoy her, her company, her smile her laughter, the way she is, her strong caracter.... her eyes , her neck, her lips, her innocent sensuality and most of all her positiveness, her energy and passion to do things . 

Im tired of being MYSELF right now, or better said im tired of being who i am right now, an unhappy, insecure, low self-steemed guy, but im working and trying to come out of this ME, that it is not ME, im a happy go lucky kinda of guy, or i was , i dont know when i lost that.... but i can see it myself.... i can feel it myself, and i cant live life like this anymore , im tired and fed up of it, so from now on more positive , one day at a time, but always more positive than before. 

Sometimes we all get hunged up in the bad things and see them all the time, i have to start concentrating more often on the good things. 

As of monday we will have moved to another house... i hope all of us ... if Jennie will have me ;-)

But since im positive ( or at least trying to be ) i think she  will take me with her :-) or at least i hope so .... :-D 

Dont want this first post to be too long , so tills  tomorrow , unless we are too busy moving . 

I love my crazy hectic " new" life 

I love my kids 

i Love you 

:-D 

 

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

I like this song so i thought ill share it with all of you that may not have heard it yet , if that is possible, ;-) 

So i´m supposed to .....just take it , am i ?

Whatever happened to compromise? 

To coming together to terms, 

Whatever happened to being honest ? 

And being able to show my feelings and really say how I feel ?

And be understood or at least listened to ?

Whatever happened to REAL -LIFE people being more important

than facebook people ? 

When did they become more important than me ? 

Whatever happened to You and Me being 1 ? 

If I haven't misunderstood it 

I'm just supposed to trust your word 

when the last few months 

your words have hurt like mad ? 

I don't say to people that you have it TOO WELL !! with me

or put you down in any way,

ALWAYS think about you first,

When i do or say things

and i always ALWAYS try to give you the best of what i have

For if you are happy, I'm happy, 

the problem is 

some of the things that make you happy

hurt me.

So i guess it is your way or the highway ?!

When all i want is to be treated with the same respect, consideration

that i treat you with.

I take your feelings into account, they are EXTREMELY valuable to me and US as a couple

If you don't like something that involves YOU being hurt or feeling low or just think it is not appropriate me saying about you. 

I don't DO IT! 

I take it back if possible

I ALWAYS tend to leave YOU on a high note , when i talk about you 

about how you are, what you do

both personally, intimately, physically, psychologically, you name it . 

That is probably the reason why I don't like it 

when you flirt with others,

when you prioritise others,

be it their time or feelings or anything else for that matter.

Because i ALWAYS have prioritised YOU !

and how you feel, or thought

"how would she feel about this? "

"How would i feel about this is she was doing it to me ? " 

So YES , I tread carefully when i say things about you or do things that you may not agree with. 

I don't feel like arguing , in fact I hate it , I feel ill when we do. 

Are there really any arguments that are unnecessary ? Sure there is, loads, and probably most can be avoided by knowing each other well and knowing what we expect of each other, knowing where we have each other and trusting that the other half will do the right thing. 

When people really close to you say things like 

" what happens on the boat stays on the boat " ! 

I wonder ....

if it was her partner , how would she like it if others did the same thing ? 

What kind of message does it send ? 

You don't want to build a relationship on mistrust, neither do I , 

and even in the case that it was said as a joke,

you know that at least 70% of the jokes we do, WE DO actually mean it ! 

SO i ask, is that what you want to build your relationships on ? 

You are supposed to be who YOU are , and still be able to be loved, 

don't you feel loved ? Don't I show it enough or say it enough ?

Don't I desire you enough ? or respect you enough ? have I not done enough to show my love for you ? 

nobody is asking you to change , only to show consideration, for my feelings for me as a human being, as an equal to you , as 50 % of the relationship you are in , as your partner, your lover, your friend.

Since nowadays the only who reads my blog is you , I could write anything here but I'm still careful with which words i use and how I say things.

I don't find it normal some of the things that you do or like, but that is who you are, i try to accept it and do so as long as it doesn't involve me in any bad way, 

From the music you like, food, games , TV series , career  choices, studies, books, friends, family,

to your dreams and spiritual believes and things you would like to achieve in life . 

I respect every single one of them , and support you to the best of my abilities with them, and will continue doing so. 

But when i feel a threat, something that is not right, something i wouldn't do to you and hoped you wouldn't do to me, 

But do,

the i feel sad.

So maybe we need to get to know each other again, without taking US ( or what we think we know about each other )

for granted.

So here im pleading you, to tell me who you are and HOW you are, and since you know how i feel about things amybe even tell me if i will get hurt or not.

Then let me do the same to you , 

then we can decide together or separate what we need to do or what is there ( if anything ) that we can do or need to do ,

if we want to be together. 

This video that follows it is dedicated to you, ( change boy for girl ) and how i feel about you. 

Always have always will, as long as we are together. 

A reminder to Us all

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to bleed 

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows 
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

Jungle music

Loved it back then and still do !!! This song brings back great memories ! 

Powerfull Women !

And TALENTED like few, very few !! but here goes , some nice vids with great music, "make-me-feel-good" music

More soon ... tills then enjoy :-)

Some Great Games - Check them out

Wii

Super Mario Galaxy 2 Review

http://wii.ign.com/articles/109/1091239p1.html

Got a wooping 10.0 !!!  probably the best SUper MArio ever ?! 

Ps3 - XBOX360

Red Dead Redemption Review

http://ps3.ign.com/articles/109/1090380p1.html

9.7 !!   A great game, Like GTA IV but western !! 

PS3

• ModNation Racers Review
  

http://ps3.ign.com/articles/108/1087498p1.html

9.0 !!  Think Little Big Planet, think cart racing with HD graphics and you get an awesome game !! watch videos on youtube or the game video reviews you will not be dissappointed

• New Killzone 3 Details

http://ps3.ign.com/articles/109/1092064p1.html

3D, Jetpacks, and more! the best or one of the all-time best FPS ( first person shooters ) just got better !! 

• Heavy Rain Review
  

Ever wanted to play a film ? and i mean it , if you ever wanted to be the main carachter of a film and be able to play it the this game its for you, the story is so good that the BIG hollywood producers are fighting over the chance of making it a film. And it looks Fantastic too. 

http://ps3.ign.com/articles/106/1067755p1.html

• Little Big Planet 2
  

Yeah ! thats right, LBP2 is on the way !! This game like the first it is NOT to be missed, if there is one game you need to save money for this xmas it is LBP2 

http://ps3.ign.com/objects/019/019675.html

I know that all the scores and reviews are from IGN, which can rate games a bit higher than the avarage review, but the reviews are informative and the video reviews are good .

There are loads of different websites for games and some are " happier " towards different consoles, with that said and im not a fan-boy, i do like IGN and gamespot, but i check out gametrailers very often too, or level, or gamereactor, or eurogamer, as you can see there is a lot of different websites, so if you want more information on them or need a hand to decide which ones are the best for your console , post a comment and i will help you out.

This year has already seen some GREAT games being released, and there is a lot more on the way, this year could be the BEST year EVER for us gamers ! The only downside if that unless you are made out of money you will not be able to afford them all, but, it doesnt matter..... get them in a few months time on the second hand shops or when the price has dropped. Just make a note of which games you like so you dont forget to look for them in the future !

Happy gaming :-D  

Lady Gaga

Cant get enough of this song nowadays :-D 

My kids love feeding ducks

We went for a duck-feeding little trip the other day and thought ill share some of the photos with you all and tell you were to take your kids in karlshamn to do it.

By the harbour, near Väggaskolan ( the main school in Karlshamn for secondary education ) there is a path that goes along the coast, it is extremly peacefull and beautifull there, defenetly one of my favourite spots in Blekinge, it always has been and always will. 

mobile bloging

Im gonna Try to post this and see how it works. Im also going to go into more detail later on and tell you all how easy it was.
NOT !

Been a bit lazy :-)

But finally, here comes

13 widgets till din Android-telefon

http://www.mobil.se/articles/13-widgets-till-din-Android-telefon-1.350327.html

At the bottom of the article under " RELATERADE ARTIKLAR " you will find even more apps and widgets for your Android phone :-)

Enjoy

Android Phones !!

If you have been following my blog lately ( only started a few days ago  ) you will know that not long ago i bought an Android mobile; HTC Desire   to be precise.

And i thought that since Android mobiles are soooo popular right now ill be linking lots of good applications to fill your phones with.

I have downloaded lots of FREE applications that are really good but i will be linking to the applications that the Swedish magazine ( MOBIL )  have written about, they have done an article about applications ( programs, add-ons, whatever you want to call it and widgets ) and i beleive it is called "101 applications for your Android" ( but in swedish, of course ) and it is very informative and you will defenetly find some very nice applications there.

Seems like i cannot connect to their website right now  to find the articles so i will post it later on tonite.  

This is really not funny :-D

well it wouldnt in real-life, but i couldnt help laughing at it....

It is so disrespectful and wrong in sooo many ways that it makes it kinda naughty and funny and you have to take it for what it is .

JUST A JOKE 

A mother found her son scooping ice cream in the kitchen and was mad.

Mom : "Dinner is going to be ready in an hour, put that ice cream away and go play."

Son : "But mom, there's no one to play with."

Mom : "I'll play with you, what do you wanna play?"

Son : "Lets play mommy and daddy, you go upstairs and lay down on the bed."

The mom said ok and went upstairs. The son put on his dad's fishing hat and lit up one of his dad's cigarettes. He went upstairs and opened the door.

Mom : "Now what do I do?"

Son : "Get your ass out of bed, you whore, and fix that kid some fucking ice cream."

Mid-life crisis

 Ill start by mentioning and explaining what i mean by middle-age crisis, not necessarily the real one but nonetheless it feels like one ....

Definition of Personal crisis: 

A personal crisis can occur when events of an extraordinary nature create extreme tension and stress within an individual which require major decisions or actions to resolve. A crisis situation can revolve a dangerous situation such as extreme weather conditions or a medical emergency or long-term illness. A crisis can also be related to a change in events that comprise the day-to-day life of a person and those in their close circle. Such situations may be loss of a job; extreme financial hardship; alcoholism or addiction and other situations that are life altering and require action that is outside the "normal" daily routine.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crisis

Definition of mid-life crisis: 

Many middle aged adults experience major life events that can cause a period of psychological stress or depression, such as the death of a loved one, or a career setback. However, those events could have happened earlier or later in life, making them a "crisis," but not necessarily a midlife one

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Midlife_crisis

Now , i know that wikipedia is not the best source to look for important information, but it is always available and easy to find what you are looking for.

But the texts above explain exactly how i have been feeling lately, the last few months have not been easy, neither for me nor for those around me :-(

I heard a song today, which happens to be one of my favourites 

It takes a fool to remain sane by --THE ARK--

An incredibly good and very talented Swedish group ( that sings in English )

I guess i have to be a fool to accept some of the things i accept and still be able to remain sane...

but lately i have been thinking long and hard about life, what i want out of it, what do i need in my life and what compromises am i going to have to make to be able to get where i want to get.

It is not easy..... life is so hard at times and the decisions that we make are sooo challenging and arduous that leave me and will probably will keep on leaving me completely drained out of energy.

Everything in life, from how your parents educate you and teach you through life, from their own experiences, to the decisions that we make and the life-experience that we accumulate forms us to the person we are today, "today" will keep on evolving, depending on which commitments we make and how we live life, the choices we make etc etc.... And this choices are not always easy and the decisions that come along with them are even harder to make.

Today im lessened cause of this decisions and the situations that life has put me in lately. 

Well thank god for songs like the one above or madame butterfly by Puccini, one gives me strenght the other one calms me down :-D 

I hope you all have an easier day than me today and wish you all

the best !!   :-D 

Take Care and see you soon 

And if you have any advice feel free to leave a comment, i know that advices are given for free and it is up to the receiver to make use of them or not, but still it would be nice to hear from other people that have gone or are going through the same thing.

Well i dont know if this is true...

But i thought it was funny ....

TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY...

10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers.

9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half.

8. See if they could finally do the splits.

7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet.

6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch.

5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time.

4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first.

3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video.

2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too.

1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

Love jokes :-D

One day a blonde finds out from her friend that her boyfriend is cheating on her. So one day she goes out to the mall and buys a gun. After that she goes to her boyfriend's house. She busts down the door and points the gun at her head.

"What are you doing?'' says her boyfriend.

"Shut up! You're next!"..........

I dont have anything against blondes, i really dont... i just find some of the jokes very funny ...

A blind man on a bar stool shouts to the bartender, "Wanna hear a blonde
joke?"

In a hushed voice, the man next to him says, "Before you tell that joke,
you should know something."

Our bartender is blonde, the bouncer is blonde. I'm a 6' tall, 200 lb
black belt. The man sitting next to me is 6'2", weighs 225, and he's a
rugby player. The fella to your right is 6'5" pushing 300 and he's a
wrestler. Each one of US is blonde. Think about it, Mister. Do you still
wanna tell that joke?"

The blind man says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five
times."

HAHAHA

A simple tests to determine your preparedness for children:

MESS TEST:
Smear peanut butter on the sofa and curtains. Now rub your hands in the cat's litter box, then on the walls. Cover the stains with a coating of crayon. Place a fish stick behind the couch and leave it there all summer.

TOY TEST:
Obtain a 55-gallon box of Legos (you may substitute roofing tacks or broken bottles). Have a friend spread them all over the house. Put on a blindfold. Try to walk to the bathroom or kitchen. Do not shout expletives as this could wake a sleeping child.

GROCERY STORE TEST:
Borrow one or two small animals (goats are best) and take them with you to the grocery store. Keep them in sight and pay for anything they eat or damage.

DRESSING TEST:
Obtain one unhappy, live octopus. Wake it up early and try to stuff it into a small net bag. Don't forget the mittens.

FEEDING TEST:
Obtain a large plastic jug. Fill halfway with milk. Suspend the jug from the ceiling and start the jug swinging. Try to insert spoonfuls of applesauce into the mouth of the jug while pretending to be an airplane. Once you've succeeded, dump the contents of the jug on the floor.

NIGHT TEST:
Fill a small cloth bag with 10 pounds of sand. Soak it thoroughly in water. At 8 p.m. begin to waltz and hum with the bag. At 9 p.m., lay down your bag and set your alarm for 10 p.m. Get up, pick up your bag, waltz and sing every song you have ever heard until 1 a.m. Repeat between 2 a.m. and 4 a.m. Set alarm for 5 a.m. Get up and make breakfast. Keep this up for three years. Remain cheerful.

PHYSICAL TEST:
Obtain a large beanbag chair and attach it to your midsection. Leave it there for nine months, then remove 10% of the beans.

FISCAL TEST:
Go to the nearest drug store. Set your wallet on the counter. Leave it there. Now proceed to the nearest grocery store and arrange for your paycheck to be directly deposited into their account.

FINAL ASSIGNMENT:

Find a couple who already has a small child. Lecture them on how they can improve on both their disciplinary practices and their exercise of patience. Feel confident that you have all the answers. Take note of their expressions. Now run -- fast.

Another , to lighten up your day, and maye even make you smile :-)

A seven-year-old tells his four-year-old brother that they should start swearing. "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'll say 'hell' and you say 'ass.'" The four-year-old happily agrees.

At breakfast, the seven-year-old says, "Aw hell, Mom, I'll just have some toast."

The surprised mother quickly smacks him. The boy runs upstairs crying. The mother turns to the younger boy, "And what would YOU like for breakfast?"

"I don't know," the four-year-old blubbers, "but you can bet your ass it's not gonna be toast!"

MW2 stimulus package

For those of you that liked MW2 ... I heard that it is not worth getting... but but... 

A real let down, the whole game in itself when compared to COD4 at least the PCversions.. 

Some old favourites by GUN

A group that got way too little attention and deserved sooo much more !! but i know some of you may like :-D 

They really are very good !! If you want to experience something new and you like music, rock, you may like this. 

Too honest for my own good

I guess im also too honest for my own good, a great person, one that i admire and love sincerely told me not long ago " im too honest for my own good and for the good of others " 

well im also too honest sometimes, mostly the wrong times , seems like it, cause i have just hurt a very dear person to me by saying what i thought.... 

And now i truly understand what this person meant.... it is not good to be too honest sometimes... 

It is also FAR TOO EASY to interpret things the way we think someone else does, take for example.. 

I write something and someone reads it, but i didnt explain everything when i wrote it down, so the person that reads it can take it one way or another, if they think i meant something and i DID NOT then we have a problem... 

I have always appreciated this persons honesty towards me ( no matter how much it has hurt, i ALWAYS rather hear the thruth ! ) ... and have learned to be honest , at least towards those that are honest towards me. 

For that and if i have yet again hurt you... IM SORRY !! from the bottom of my heart, but deep down i beleive you wouldnt have it any other way. 

Honesty refers to a facet of moral character and denotes positive, virtuous attributes such as integrity, truthfulness, and straightforwardness along with the absence of lying, cheating, or theft

In discourse a statement can be strictly true and still be dishonest if the intention of the statement is to deceive its audience. Similarly, a falsehood can be spoken honestly if the speaker actually believes it to be true, assuming the speaker doesn't unfairly reject or suppress evidence. Conversely, dishonesty can be defined simply as behavior that is performed with intent to deceive or to manipulate the truth.

I Miss

I miss my best friend !!! Terribly !! 

I have always considered this person to be my best friend, at least the last 9 and a half years of my life, we were inseparable, could tell each other everything.

It seems like she and I are always talking or laughing about something. She has a very nice personality and a wonderful sense of humor but she can also get a little depressed from time to time. I can always count on her to be honest and to give me the best advice.

I know I can rely on her. Even when our lives get busy we still make time to see each other. I can't imagine not having her there.... 

You've been there for me
through the good times and bad
I know I can count on you
to be there when I'm sad

Life without you
just wouldn't be right
I wouldn't be able to get through
each day and night

When I've had a bad day
I know that you're only a call away
When life takes that crazy turn
You are always there to help me learn

Thank you for being YOU ! 

Help Me

As you all may have noticed im new to "blogging" so please let me know what you think about the layout, is there something that really annoys you ? how can i do things better ?

ALL help and tips will be greatly appreciated !!

And please leave a comment every now and again , i promise ill go visit your blogs and steal all the good ideas and gadgets you have there ;-D or just read what you posted.

We all like comments , i think , but so few actually take their time to do so, so im thinking about starting to comment my own posts anonymously :-D  

Communication

why has it got to be so difficult ? 

I think it is one of the hardest things EVER ! , not communication in the day to day basis, but when it comes to expressing your feelings for others without letting your feelings get in the way. It is like a big apple gets in my throat and doenst let me speak, not only that but the few working neurons i have left in brain , they just FREEZE . Cant think straight  and the most annoying part of it all is that as soon, or shortly after the conversation is finished, everything i wanted to say comes to my mind, expressed in a Linguistically Correct manner and can go through the whole conversation in my mind. 

" Easy " you may be thinking now - " say what you want to say afterwards " 

I would , if i could remember the conversation that just went through my head ---- 

I can never replicate it the way it was or even remember everything i wanted to say again... 

It would turn itself into a coloquial conversation full of half meanings here and there that are not easy to put together... 

Ill be doin a post/topic on Falseness later on today .... some people are just amazing !!

and NO i dont mean that in a good way.  

I have had enough of false people

I seriously have NO space at all whatsoever in my life for fake / false people or two-faced or whatever you want to call it. 

I seriously can not believe how people can sink so low and try to betray you when you are feeling worst. But i guess that is just people showing their true side. 

How many of you readers would chat up your friend´s ex shortly after they break up? Is it ok to do so ?

I personally do NOT think so, it is like kicking someone that is already down, like selling your mother for a fiver, it is so desperate to try to chat up a woman that is not emotionally fit, it says so much about what kind of person you are and how low you are willing to reduce yourless to and what for ? YES, exactly, just so you can get some. 

You dont only show that your friendship with that person was all fake, you show the real YOU, a human being with so little human values that is almost imcomprehensible for me to understand, you also show how depraved of compassion and how desperate you are. You really think that a decent woman would take you seriously ? Not after you have left it quite clear that all you want is a whole...

You lack self-respect and respect for others and the worst thing is that you either dont care or are not aware of it and im not sure i know which is worst. 

From today i have NO place in my life for fake people, im getting older and i just dont need this shit... life will be hard enough to deal with like to have enemies in your friends lists too . 

If this had happened to me i probably would have kicked this so-called friend so hard ....   

So from today im gonna be more selective, for my own good !

What do you people think about this ? 

HTC Desire

Love it :-D 

Spindelskräck?

Känner ett par personner som kommer definitiv att gilla det här hjälpmedlet

I know a couple of women that will be glad to hear there is help at hands..... they both hate spiders and one has Arachnophobia.  

This link is to buy the product :

Här kan ni köpa produkten : 

http://www.blocket.se/kristianstad/Spindelskrack__25080419.htm?ca=22&w=1

And when you feel brave enough you can try getting over your arachnophobia by completing this diploma...... you will be able to see your progress and you can give yourself a clap on your back when it is completed :-) 

Good luck now girls ;-) 

There goes my new year resolution out the window

Feeling the way i have the last few days i made the mistake of starting to smoke again ....only did it yesterday but it was many cigarettes... From today it is back to no-smoking !! 

My new year resolution was to take more care of myself so i can feel better with myself and hopefully it would affect other too in a positive way....

Well, i stopped smoking the 1st of january, started dieting, looked that knee of mine that has been giving me trouble for years, made the doctors appointments i had to make and all was going ok.... tills about a month or more back when i have started to feel even worst.

But i may have found the reason to my misstrust, uneasiness, anxiety and worriness ..... according to a friend it may be the pills the doctor recommended me to take, Anti-Depressants.... I have to give the doctor a call and see what happens. 

The smoking part im confident i will manage to quit again, as off today im smoke free, and it feels good, the dieting is going great, so far down 12.2 kg since January and still going strong, really motivated this time to stick to the diet and go back to my size, the knee is slowly getting better... seems like, at least physically, im on my way to improving the way i feel about myself, now i just need to get all sorted in my head too ;-)

A wise person once told me:

"we are all in need of psychological  help, its the people who think they dont need it , who need it the most "

Have a good day People, take care of your selves and your family and your loved ones, you only get one chance with love and the right one, dont fuck it up like i have seem to have done. 

So much to fix in so little time

Feels like there is so much i gotta do right now, yet i cant... its like i have been run down by a freight-train.

Hope i can get some energy back soon....

Sorry if it sounds pesimistic, this was not the way i planned to start " bloggin " .... 

Hope you all have a good nite, or day :-) 

Singel again

life is complicated enough as it is, when ppl make it more complicated than it should be its an accident waiting to happen....

As off yesterday im singel again.....

Hmmm

The worst thing is that you know very well that you will be a lot more careful in your next relationship... but with me you had to try and try and try and get your way always.... well it doesnt work like that, but i guess you will eventually find out.

Another Sleepless Night

Hate fighting , argueing, disagreeing with my girlfriend, no matter if i am right or wrong. It affects me a lot and sometimes i cant even be bothered to bring things up cause i know it will lead to disagreements and then a fight, which will make me use the few braincells i have left after a long day with the kids to try and solve something that maybe can not be solved, needs not solving or it is not up to me to do so. But if i dont try i know it may end up like in the picture above left  ;-) 

Anyway, so far we have been together 9 years and gone through a lot, the hell of a lot more than most couples do at our young age.  But we still love each other, most of the time ;-D

 

Women

Hmmmm.... Really, since this is my first post i will not be going in detail, so i dont get my head chopped - off straight away, but can we be any more different to them ? I mean ( for all of you that dont know this yet, or for all of you that refuse to see it ) we are so dependent on them and love them and cant live without them but sometimes ..... oh boy sometimes we are just too different. 

Let me know what you think, tell me your latest experience where you went like :

" HUH ? are you for real ? " 

Anyway to talk about a different subject, i love games, console games, PC games, mobile games you get my drift. 

Im a proud owner of a Spectrum, ATARI, NES, Saturn, dreamcast, PSX, PS2, PSP, PS3 and a fairly ok PC, well actually not, i just try to tell me that often enough to see if the parts actually will become the ones i desire with time ;-) ( * hint hint * honey, if you are reading this )  shopping list to follow : I7 920, ATI 5870, SSD that is a good start ;-)

And more games that most will ever play in a life-time, have been lucky enough to sample hundreds of games, thanks to having the hardware and free demos to most consoles through the likes of magazines, or simply by purchasing them, I do not like downloading so-called " back-ups" of games i do not own, so all the games i have, have i bought.

Enough of games for one day, dont like to brag and im not , just wanted to inform you guys and gals that im interested in gaming and since i may write quite a bit about it i want you all to my background and where im coming from. 

I have a mobile that broke 3 weks ago now, i beleive and i have been looking at the new mobiles, and oh boy have i found a good one !! 

I love Android telephones now and although i have not bought it yet or used it, i cant stop thinking and dreaming about it. It´s like my sex thoughts, yes you know those thoughts we guys have every 6 seconds, have become mobile thoughts, guess my fianceé will be both happy and up-set about it ;-) 

Anyway, i hope you all will come back later on and enjoy my future posts. 

Tills then, have a good one.