HTC Desire

Love it :-D 

Spindelskräck?

Känner ett par personner som kommer definitiv att gilla det här hjälpmedlet

I know a couple of women that will be glad to hear there is help at hands..... they both hate spiders and one has Arachnophobia.  

This link is to buy the product :

Här kan ni köpa produkten : 

http://www.blocket.se/kristianstad/Spindelskrack__25080419.htm?ca=22&w=1

And when you feel brave enough you can try getting over your arachnophobia by completing this diploma...... you will be able to see your progress and you can give yourself a clap on your back when it is completed :-) 

Good luck now girls ;-) 

There goes my new year resolution out the window

Feeling the way i have the last few days i made the mistake of starting to smoke again ....only did it yesterday but it was many cigarettes... From today it is back to no-smoking !! 

My new year resolution was to take more care of myself so i can feel better with myself and hopefully it would affect other too in a positive way....

Well, i stopped smoking the 1st of january, started dieting, looked that knee of mine that has been giving me trouble for years, made the doctors appointments i had to make and all was going ok.... tills about a month or more back when i have started to feel even worst.

But i may have found the reason to my misstrust, uneasiness, anxiety and worriness ..... according to a friend it may be the pills the doctor recommended me to take, Anti-Depressants.... I have to give the doctor a call and see what happens. 

The smoking part im confident i will manage to quit again, as off today im smoke free, and it feels good, the dieting is going great, so far down 12.2 kg since January and still going strong, really motivated this time to stick to the diet and go back to my size, the knee is slowly getting better... seems like, at least physically, im on my way to improving the way i feel about myself, now i just need to get all sorted in my head too ;-)

A wise person once told me:

"we are all in need of psychological  help, its the people who think they dont need it , who need it the most "

Have a good day People, take care of your selves and your family and your loved ones, you only get one chance with love and the right one, dont fuck it up like i have seem to have done. 

So much to fix in so little time

Feels like there is so much i gotta do right now, yet i cant... its like i have been run down by a freight-train.

Hope i can get some energy back soon....

Sorry if it sounds pesimistic, this was not the way i planned to start " bloggin " .... 

Hope you all have a good nite, or day :-) 

Singel again

life is complicated enough as it is, when ppl make it more complicated than it should be its an accident waiting to happen....

As off yesterday im singel again.....

Hmmm

The worst thing is that you know very well that you will be a lot more careful in your next relationship... but with me you had to try and try and try and get your way always.... well it doesnt work like that, but i guess you will eventually find out.

Another Sleepless Night

Hate fighting , argueing, disagreeing with my girlfriend, no matter if i am right or wrong. It affects me a lot and sometimes i cant even be bothered to bring things up cause i know it will lead to disagreements and then a fight, which will make me use the few braincells i have left after a long day with the kids to try and solve something that maybe can not be solved, needs not solving or it is not up to me to do so. But if i dont try i know it may end up like in the picture above left  ;-) 

Anyway, so far we have been together 9 years and gone through a lot, the hell of a lot more than most couples do at our young age.  But we still love each other, most of the time ;-D

 

Women

Hmmmm.... Really, since this is my first post i will not be going in detail, so i dont get my head chopped - off straight away, but can we be any more different to them ? I mean ( for all of you that dont know this yet, or for all of you that refuse to see it ) we are so dependent on them and love them and cant live without them but sometimes ..... oh boy sometimes we are just too different. 

Let me know what you think, tell me your latest experience where you went like :

" HUH ? are you for real ? " 

Anyway to talk about a different subject, i love games, console games, PC games, mobile games you get my drift. 

Im a proud owner of a Spectrum, ATARI, NES, Saturn, dreamcast, PSX, PS2, PSP, PS3 and a fairly ok PC, well actually not, i just try to tell me that often enough to see if the parts actually will become the ones i desire with time ;-) ( * hint hint * honey, if you are reading this )  shopping list to follow : I7 920, ATI 5870, SSD that is a good start ;-)

And more games that most will ever play in a life-time, have been lucky enough to sample hundreds of games, thanks to having the hardware and free demos to most consoles through the likes of magazines, or simply by purchasing them, I do not like downloading so-called " back-ups" of games i do not own, so all the games i have, have i bought.

Enough of games for one day, dont like to brag and im not , just wanted to inform you guys and gals that im interested in gaming and since i may write quite a bit about it i want you all to my background and where im coming from. 

I have a mobile that broke 3 weks ago now, i beleive and i have been looking at the new mobiles, and oh boy have i found a good one !! 

I love Android telephones now and although i have not bought it yet or used it, i cant stop thinking and dreaming about it. It´s like my sex thoughts, yes you know those thoughts we guys have every 6 seconds, have become mobile thoughts, guess my fianceé will be both happy and up-set about it ;-) 

Anyway, i hope you all will come back later on and enjoy my future posts. 

Tills then, have a good one.