hi gourgeous

Torsdagar är alltid lika svåra och ensamma, sanningen är att även om jag inte går o lägga mig samtidigt som du varje natt så känner jag din närvaro, bara vetskapen om att du är i huset både värmer och lugnar min själ, men den veckan du är borta så känner jag mig rastlös och ofullkomligt, oavsett vad du tycker och tänker så saknar jag dig

Seems like a lot of fun

HAHAHA i saw this and thought it was really funny, hope you all like it too :-D

Emailed
734 Times 9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

Some nice quotes

Kill nothing but time,
Give nothing but love,
Take nothing but pictures
Feel nothing but happiness.
Because,
time kills you,
no one gives love,
pictures never change,

and happiness is hardly felt. 

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Sometimes, when you miss that one person... the whole world seems depopulated

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Once A Boy Asked His Girlfriend, "What Would You
Do If I Cheat On You ??" Then The Girl Replied, "Trusting You Is My Decision And Proving Me Right Is your Choice

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In love, it is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder

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What seems like bitter trials are often blessings in disguise

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F-A-M-I-L-Y means : Father And Mother I Love You

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While you gave him flowers, you gave me thorns.
While all he did was smile, all I did was mourn.  
While he was so happy, I felt so blue. Because while you loved him, I was loving you

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PAIN is when you can't breathe even if your chest still rises and falls..

SADNESS is when you look out the window and think the rain is your tears..

LONELINESS is when you still feel a hand touching yours even if there's none..

A DESPERATION is when you wait for a message that will never come...

LOVE is when you experience all these things and still open your heart to that someone...

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Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes

More another day :-) 

Take care and have a wonderful life 

There is so many things i want to write,

so many things i want to say,

but i am trying to shut it all out.

I cant say what i want

cause there will be repercussions, 

i can say how i feel

cause there will be trouble.

Im sitting here in my loneliness,

crying my eyes out,

opening my heart to a blog

that i cant let speak out. 

I feel trapped and can not run nor hide

i will be judged

and hope God will come and tell me why.

Feels better talking it out...

for a moment ago 

i thought i felt my last-breath come out. 

Dedicated to all that need a new beginning............../omgm

Decisions - and feeling cheated

Im amazed how one singel decision made with the most honest feelings, love, good-will can turn into the worst decision in someones life.

It doesnt seem to matter how long ago it was made, suddenly its there and its there to haunt you, destroy you. Once started there is no way to stop it and not only do you feel helpless, you feel completely and utterly cheated, by that decision, by life, by a higher power.

It can destroy the strongest of families, relationships and or friendships. And i cant help to wonder how things would have turned out to be if that decision never had been made. There is of course no way of knowing but the outcome will definitely had been different, for better for worst.

There is no way of knowing when you are making such a decision, since you make it with all the good intentions and with all the love in your heart and there is no way of knowing the outcome or even suspect when it will come or a way of preparing yourself for it, since you did it for someone else and in noway with ill-intentions.   

I feel as if i have been cheated ,

by a slow but relentlessly progresive EVIL-power, 

that cant be stopped ,

that cant be changed,

no matter how much i try

it gets worst, 

no matter how much i give

it just grows. 

Dear God,

i feel cheated , for when i did someone good i got something bad.

And i want a bloody REFUND !!!

Whatever i have done,

whatever i have caused,

its enough.

I cant carry on and feel low,

this could be a good bye or a hello.

No matter what

i love you all. 

Always will 

Always have

No doubt, about that,

whether close or far.

No point worrying ........

Some people , like myself, tend to worry and think things over a wee bit too much sometimes.... and i have come to realize that i have stated to do that more and more often as i grow older. The older i get the more i have to lose , the more i worry about losing what i have .....

Here come some things i have always gone by (and some others i have found and thought ill share them) and that i think still help me every now and again , hope it helps you too :-)  

"If there is a problem and there is a solution then don’t worry. If you have a problem and there is no solution then what is the point of worrying." Dalai Lama

http://hubpages.com/hub/Dont-Worry

http://www.gracegems.org/Miller/dont_worry.htm

Have a wonderful worry-free day :-D